It seems that there are moments I am living my life between "if only" and "what if". I believe it is time to stop living in the tween and bust out in the full! I am fully aware that growing pains do not stop just because we are adults, in fact, spiritually speaking, the hardest growing pains take shape in the here and now. I confess I have spent to many minutes wondering "what if I had what my neighbors have" or "if only I could be on the road with my music"...how many precious brain cells and moments have washed away in that frame of mind?
More and more I want my life to be about JESUS-not about me-that no matter how I'm feeling or what my circumstance I find my contentment in HIM! This life is fleeting and flying faster than my mind can grasp and I am ready to open the door and wave goodbye to "what if" and "if only"...Bye Bye Now!
