CONSTANT~

Yesterday has passed me by, today is all I see
Who knows what tomorrow brings, it all remains unseen
In a world that is always spinning I long for something that remains the same
Be the Constant in the change-Jesus be my Firm Foundation
Be the Rock on which I stand all other ground is sinking sand

I wrote this song awhile back in the midst of feeling tossed about with the ferocious pace of this world we live in.  Our culture spins with such velocity that I can feel unsteady. 
I often need to be reminded that the ONLY thing/ONE who does NOT ever change is JESUS CHRIST!  He remains the SAME, yesterday, today and forever (Hebrews 13:8).


This past week has been one of those leaning and learning moments, wondering the wisdom in what God is doing...isn't that crazy? I a mere human wondering at God's higher ways...Whoa!  What I take refuge in is that God already knows my thoughts and my questions and He alone knows the big picture of all He is doing and working in.  Someone I love, reminded me today to Trust and continue to do what God has called me to do for His glory because truthfully that is all that matters.  


I am basking in the fact that my Savior is STEADY, CONSISTENT, MIGHTY, FAITHFUL, UNDERSTANDING, GRACIOUS, ALL KNOWING, ALL SEEING, ALL POWERFUL AND CONSTANT!

Today

Today is a gift for tomorrow is not promised to us (James 4, Matthew 6...)
Live THIS day for the King-do not fret about tomorrow, be present in THIS moment!  Love your family, your friends THIS day...show someone the love and hope of Christ in the here and now...don't wait!

What I Learned

Ephesians 5:15-16 Look carefully then how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, making the best use of the time, because the days are evil.

I had the opportunity to sit with my colleagues today and soak in some great TRUTH about leading and serving and remembering who I have been called to be IN CHRIST!  What a blessing to be in a room with co-workers that you love, rejoice with, cry with, disagree with (sometimes), serve with...we are truly family!

I was reminded that we were not called to be a Church that entertains or builds fans.  We have been called to be a Church that brings the LIFE CHANGING message of JESUS to those who have yet to know Him in a personal way.  We have been called to be an AUTHENTIC people who live out our lives in the good and the bad allowing Christ to SHINE in our weakness.  

A good reminder to walk with those who are seeking to be wise, those  who follow the Words of Life and encourage us to do the same.

Living Lessons

I have just entered the land of 40 and yet, I'm not sure I am all the wiser for it. There are times in my life where I feel like I'm 3 years old all over again, lessons I thought I had learned just circle back around and I see that I still have much learning to do.  
This past week I received an email that challenged me to re-think how we worship.  I really wrestled with the email and the intent behind it.  I stared asking questions to Thee God who created me to be ME, not another type of Worship Leader, Mom or Wife...asking Him what makes me uniquely ME?!? 
I wanted to take the best part of the advice from the email and see it for what it was-but honestly God showed me that He has been leading me and has given gifts all for His glory.  I realized by God's grace that I don't need to be anyone else, but I do need to be obedient to how He has wired me and take the responsibility He's given seriously, not manipulate the morning or situation...because ultimately HE is the ONE who stirs the soul and heart and worship by it's nature is NOT ABOUT ME at all-but about HIM!
Now, I'd like to say that this will be a lesson learned...but, well...if I'm honest-I'm pretty sure I'll land, once again, in the place of feeling like I'm 3 years old with MUCH to learn!

SNOW in April!
Whoa Nelly!!!!

Pondering

So here is my question-
If it is above average temps right now, what will this mean for July? 114 degrees? Whoa Nelly, I hope not!
But, I guess for now, I'll just take each day as it comes and enjoy it for what it is!

Out Of The Blue

You know the days-the ones you just don't see happening. Yesterday was "one of those days" for our family. One of our children received a diagnosis that hit us out of the blue. We are just at the beginning stages of learning about the disease and what it all means, if she has something even more serious, if she will have this for life, or if she will just resolve it with time.
A verse that my heart and mind ran to was this:
4 Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
This portion of scripture is found in Philippians, 4th Chapter, verses 4-7.

How good our the promises of God...that is a rhetorical question...they are indeed good and it is on His promises that we are standing, kneeling and crying out. We have no doubt that God hears us, His children, and that no matter our circumstance, He is still God!

It really is a privilege to carry our requests to the heart of God for He hears us and He sees us and He knows us.